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  “And ‘References Required.”’

  “Oh, absolutely. I got that. I did. And I wanted to ask you, what about salary? And maybe I should know a little more about the benefits package you offer.”

  He quoted a very generous figure. “As to benefits—full medical, and we have a dental plan. And an optical plan, as well. All the major holidays—or time and a half if she agrees to work a holiday. And two weeks vacation a year.”

  Hannah could see that she’d have no trouble at all filling this job—good money, fine benefits and the chance to watch Becky take her first step, sound out her first word, learn to ride a bike…

  What more could any woman ask for? If she didn’t watch herself, she’d end up pea-green with envy of the woman she was planning to hire.

  “Anything else?” he asked. He looked kind of hopeful. And for some reason that made her want to try to think up more questions.

  But how wise would that be?

  “Um. No. I think that’s everything. Thank you.”

  “You’re welcome.” He kept smiling that killer smile.

  But after a minute it faded.

  He finally said, “All right. Good night.”

  “Yes. Good—”

  They both heard the cry at the same time—well, it was more of a whine, really. A small, fussy, tender little sound. They stared at each other. Hannah was holding her breath.

  And she knew that he was, too.

  Another whine. And then a louder one. And then an outright cry.

  Hannah told him ruefully, “Someone is calling me.” She moved forward a fraction, and then hesitated. “Excuse me.”

  “Oh. Sorry.” He stepped back, out of the doorway.

  She brushed past him.

  Cord just stood there, staring after her as her bare feet whispered across the playroom floor, the bit of snowy-white nightgown that showed beneath her robe seeming to glow in the darkness as she retreated. When she disappeared through the door to the baby’s bedroom, he bestirred himself and followed.

  She was lifting Becky from the crib as he reached her side.

  “She might be wet. And she’s probably hungry. I usually feed her around eleven. And she’s a good girl.” She cooed something appreciative into Becky’s tiny ear, then added, over the baby’s shoulder, “After this, she’ll most likely sleep through the rest of the night.”

  She turned for the white bureau nearby, the one with the changing pad on top. He had a feeling what was coming. And it was.

  She laid the squalling baby on her back, then slid a finger down her diaper. “Yep. Time for a change.”

  He considered backing up until he was out the door. But unfortunately, she spoke before he could get his legs to move.

  “Come on.” She flicked on the little carousel wall lamp next to the bureau. “You need to learn how to do this. And it won’t be so tough. It’s only wet this time.” She had the nerve to grin at him.

  “Maybe I should wait,” he suggested, wincing as his little girl squalled, flailing her arms and kicking her fat little legs. “I’ll give it a try sometime when she’s not squirming so much.”

  “Mr. Stockwell, babies who need changing most generally are going to squirm.”

  “See. There you have it.”

  “Have what?”

  Becky, who didn’t look nearly as cute right then as she had when she was sound asleep, kept on yowling and waving her arms and legs around. She was wearing some little yellow T-shirt thing with snaps all over the front of it.

  Ms. Miller made more cooing sounds as she peeled away tabs.

  “You should do it,” he said. “You’re good at it.”

  “And you should learn. Come on over here.”

  Hell.

  He took the few steps to stand by the changing pad with her. She already had the diaper off. She pressed a lever with her foot, and tossed it into the white bin beside the bureau. Next, she reached over and pulled a couple of white squares out of a plastic container.

  She held out the squares. “Here. These are baby wipes. Take them.”

  He should have known better, but he did what she told him. The damn things were wet, for the love of Mike. His disgust must have shown on his face.

  Ms. Miller let out a loud hoot of laughter.

  Surprised the hell out of him—and Becky, too. His little girl stopped yowling to stare at the woman standing over her.

  Ms. Miller had the grace to shut her mouth. “Oops,” she said. “Sorry.” She looked away—to control herself, presumably. He heard one more snicker and then she turned back to him with a straight face.

  He was still holding the wet squares from the plastic container.

  Ms. Miller said, “Wipe her bottom. Very gently.”

  He said nothing, only shook his head and stepped closer and did what she said that he had to do.

  Once that was accomplished, she had him throw away the used wipes. Then she handed him the diaper rash ointment and told him to gently rub it on. And then, she showed him how to fold a diaper into the slots on the pair of plastic pants. Finally she had him take Becky’s little feet and lift up her bottom and slide the diaper and plastic pants underneath her.

  After that, it was pretty simple. He folded the sides up and pressed the Velcro tapes together.

  “Now,” she said, “we’ll wrap her back up nice and cozy in this light blanket and you can hold her for a few minutes. I’ll stick a bottle in warm water. Be back in a flash.”

  She was gone before he could order her to stay. A dim light went on somewhere in the playroom.

  How long did it take to warm up a bottle?

  Too long, more than likely.

  Becky looked like she might just start crying again. So he picked her up very carefully and put her on his shoulder the way Ms. Miller had shown him before. And then he stood there, feeling like ten kinds of oafish idiot, patting her little back and listening to Ms. Miller in the other room, bustling around in there, doing whatever had to be done to get Becky’s nighttime snack ready.

  Becky made a little, experimental sort of fussy sound.

  He did not want her starting to yowl in his ear. Maybe if he rocked her…

  Yes. That would be good. Babies liked rocking. Didn’t they?

  He carried her to the rocker and carefully lowered the two of them into it. He rocked very gently, thinking that would be more soothing, though he felt just frantic enough to keep having to remind himself not to pick up speed.

  Becky whined. And then she cried. She also burped. He felt that. It was a wet burp and it made a warm, soggy spot on his shirt. That was when he remembered that he should have put a diaper on his shoulder before holding a baby there.

  He went on rocking.

  Becky went on crying.

  And finally, Ms. Miller reappeared with a bottle.

  He didn’t know whether to hug her or yell at her.

  She went to the rows of shelves over the changing area and got the diaper that he’d forgotten to use. And then, finally, she padded over to him on her pretty white feet. She set the bottle on the little table by the rocker.

  “Here,” she said, calm and competence personified. Gently she peeled Becky off his shoulder.

  He looked up at her. “What now?”

  “Now you can feed her.”

  He started to argue, just on principle. But then he thought that feeding her might not be near as bad as rocking her while she wailed. She’d have a bottle in her mouth, right? And that meant she’d be quiet.

  So he allowed Ms. Miller to lay his daughter in his arms, then to hand him the bottle. The rest was easy. He touched the nipple to Becky’s mouth and she latched on and started sucking away.

  Piece of cake.

  He grinned down at her, pleased with himself, pleased with Becky—and also pleased, though he probably shouldn’t have allowed himself to be, with Ms. Miller.

  “You’ve got drool on that nice blue shirt,” Ms. Miller said softly.

  He smiled down at his gorge
ous, hungry daughter. “Breaks of the game.”

  “Here.” She bent close. She smelled warm and sweet, of woman and baby lotion and some faint, light perfume. She smoothed the diaper on his shoulder. He didn’t even realize he’d stopped rocking until she pulled away and he lost the scent of her. Slowly, cautiously, he started the chair moving back and forth again.

  “When she’s done, burp her—you remember how to do that?”

  He didn’t look up. It seemed safer that way.

  She continued, “Then put her in the crib again. On her back. Tuck her in nice and cozy. You think you can handle that?”

  He wanted to say, “Maybe not. Maybe you’d better stay…” But where the hell would that get them? She was a smart-mouthed, well-meaning social services worker from Anywhere, Oklahoma. The kind who married, settled down with one guy forever and raised a passel of kids. And he was a man with no interest in anything that had settling down in it—let alone forever.

  All right. He’d admit it. She held a certain…attraction for him. He didn’t understand it, because he never dated the homey, settling-down type. Not ever. And he never went after the help. It was a cardinal rule with him.

  He didn’t understand it.

  But did he even need to understand it?

  He realized he didn’t, since he knew it would pass. His interest in any one woman always did. It would be the same with Ms. Miller—except that, in her case, he would never lay a hand on her. She’d teach him the things he needed to know about taking care of his little girl. And she’d find her own replacement, someone steady and dependable, someone minus the leaf-green eyes and the chestnut hair, the shapely feet and the virginal but see-through white nightgown.

  “Mr. Stockwell, can you handle it?”

  He looked up at her then. “Where were you born, Ms. Miller?”

  She hesitated, but then she did tell him. “Oologah. That’s in—”

  “I know where Oologah is. Birthplace of Will Rogers. Have I got it right?” She nodded. He asked, “What did your daddy do?”

  Another hesitation. Then a sigh. “He ran a gas station. I was pretty little, but I still remember those gasoline trucks pulling into our station to fill up the tanks. They had your name on the side of them. Stockwell Oil.”

  “Your folks still live there, in Oologah?”

  Something happened in her face, a barrier descending behind those green eyes. “No, Mr. Stockwell. They do not. And you haven’t answered my question. Do you think you can put Becky to bed by yourself?”

  “Yes, Ms. Miller. I believe that I can.”

  “The monitor’s on the windowsill. I’ve got the receiver in my room. Just speak up if you need me.”

  He held her gaze for much longer than necessary before he answered, “Thanks. But I’m sure I can manage just fine on my own.”

  She turned for the door. He glanced down at Becky. Looking at his daughter kept him from watching the bit of white gown that fell below the hem of her robe, and the outline of Ms. Miller’s calves beneath it, not to mention the unconscious invitation in her gently swaying hips as she walked away from him.

  Chapter Five

  Kate Stockwell called Hannah on the house line at eight the next morning. “Is she awake? I thought I’d stop in before I go down to breakfast.”

  Hannah smiled. “Yes, she is.”

  Not five minutes later, Kate breezed into the nursery. “Okay, I’m here. Do I get to hold her?”

  Hannah passed the baby over, and Kate gathered her close. Whatever shadows Hannah had seen in those deep blue eyes the evening before had been banished, apparently, with the new day.

  Kate sat in the rocker and cooed to her niece. She was wearing a silk pantsuit that must have cost more than Hannah brought home in a month. However, like her brother, Kate didn’t seem to care in the least if Becky drooled all over her designer duds.

  Eventually Kate spared a glance for Hannah. “Interviewing for your replacement today?”

  Hannah lifted a shoulder in a half shrug. “Maybe. I should at least get the ads in the papers and call the agencies. The agencies might manage to get some applicants over here today—and they definitely will by tomorrow. I’m expecting this to go real quickly. In a few days, the new nanny will start work and I’ll be out of here.”

  Kate grinned. “You said that yesterday. Are you trying to convince me…or yourself?”

  “Just stating the facts.”

  Kate wasn’t buying. “Don’t think you can fool me, Hannah Miller. I spend my workday digging out what’s going on beneath the surface. You love this baby. You don’t want to leave her. Ever.”

  What could Hannah say? “You’re right. I love Becky. And the last thing I want is to leave her. But I will. And very soon.”

  “Cord told me he asked you to take the job yourself.”

  “Yes, he did.”

  “So why won’t you?”

  “It’s best that I go.”

  “Is it?”

  Hannah let that question stand as rhetorical and backtracked to a safer subject. “You said you spend your day ‘digging out what’s going on beneath the surface’? You’re a therapist.”

  “How did you guess?”

  “I didn’t. Your brother mentioned what you do, in one of our first interviews. I asked for background on the other adults who might be a part of Becky’s life.”

  “Ah. Well, I’m an art therapist, to be specific. I work with troubled children.”

  “Your patients draw and paint for you?”

  “And sometimes we work with clay. Or with mixed media. You name it, I’ll use it…if it works to help me reach them.”

  “I can tell by the way you talk about it, you like your work.”

  “I love it.” Kate stood from the rocker, cradling Becky close against her silk-covered shoulder as she did it. “Oh, she feels like heaven in my arms. I can’t believe she’ll be right here from now on for me to cuddle and fuss over whenever I feel like it.”

  “Believe it. She’s not going anywhere.”

  Kate shot Hannah another loaded glance. “Unless that paternity test you made my brother take shows he’s not Becky’s daddy, after all.”

  The paternity test. Oh, Lord. She had almost forgotten about that. “Well. Yes. If the test shows that your brother isn’t Becky’s father, it could make a difference.”

  Kate kissed Becky’s temple and nuzzled her ear, then turned that blue gaze Hannah’s way again. “I can’t believe you got him to take that test in the first place. The way I understand it, with the evidence you had pointing to Cord as the father, and considering that there was no one contesting his claim, no paternity test should have been required.”

  Hannah looked away. The shades were up, providing a view of sweet gum trees and oaks and a section of lawn. Lord, there was a lot of lawn out there. It must cost a fortune to keep it green during a scorching Texas summer—which this one was already stacking up to be. In the distance, Hannah could see the driveway that wound toward the road.

  “Hannah,” Kate chided. “If you’re unwilling to talk about this, just say so.”

  Hannah made herself meet the gaze of the woman she had already started to think of as a friend. “You’re right. I insisted on the test, though in this particular case, the State of Texas didn’t require it.”

  “But how in the world did you manage to get Cord to take it?”

  “I said that if he didn’t take it, there would always be a doubt.”

  The two women regarded each other over the fuzzy dark curls on Becky’s head.

  “Very clever,” Kate said.

  Hannah crossed her arms over her midsection. “As soon as I brought up the issue of doubt, he had to take that test. That’s the kind of man he is.”

  “You know my brother very well.”

  Hannah wasn’t sure she liked the sound of that. “No, I don’t. I don’t know him at all. I just know he likes to run things. He likes to…be on top. He’s a leader. And part of being a leader is wanting
to know where you stand. If Becky is proven, beyond a shadow of a doubt, to be his, then he’ll never have to worry about the possibility that someone else might make a stronger claim on her later.”

  Kate said softly, “I’m thinking that there’s someone right now, someone who’d like to make a claim of her own. And I’m thinking that someone is you. Am I right?”

  Hannah didn’t answer, but Kate must have seen the truth in her eyes.

  “I knew it.” Kate kissed Becky’s soft cheek. “And I can’t say I blame you—but you’ll be disappointed, I’m afraid. This is Cord’s baby. Anyone could see it.”

  “I just want her to be happy. I want her to have a good life. In every way.”

  “We will take good care of her. If my brother hasn’t promised you, then I’m promising you now. And being an aunt is very important to me. I…don’t have any children of my own.”

  Hannah hastened to make the proper reassuring noises. “Oh, but I’m sure you will. Someday.”

  Kate only shrugged. “Here. You’d better take her. I’ve got my first appointment at nine. Got to get going…”

  Hannah took the baby, and Kate turned to go.

  But then Cord appeared in the door to the hall, dressed for a day of wheeling and dealing in an absolutely gorgeous gray three-button suit, the fabric of which looked lightweight enough to be comfortable even in a Texas heat wave.

  “Kate,” he said, looking pleased to see his sister there.

  She fondly touched the side of his face. “Hannah let me hold her. I adore her. We’ll have to watch out or we’ll end up spoiling her rotten.”

  He chuckled, the sound low and warm. “Watching out won’t help. We’ll spoil her anyway. We won’t be able to stop ourselves.”

  “We’d better.” Kate faked a man’s deep, rough tone.

  “Nothin’ worse than a damn spoiled brat.”

  Both sets of blue eyes turned somber.

  Kate said, “Do you think we ought to take her in, to see him?”

  Cord gave one quick shake of his head. “I told you how he was yesterday. Completely out of his mind.”

  Kate said, “I stopped in to see him about six.”

  “And?”

  “He was sleeping.”

  “He’s on so many meds, he’s either agitated as hell—or dead to the world.”